Loves Mistake
Last night I dreamt of my past.
A love that I had lost.
I was right back there in his house.
It was all so real, he was so real.
He was one of my greatest loves.
I made a huge mistake all those years ago, by letting him go.
I was young and insecure and turned to another.
I dreamt of him through the night wanting to be back there.
I awoke in the early dawn hearing the first melodies of the birds.
It reminded me of when we went camping together and I awoke early to hear birds singing.
We were lying together in the fresh morning air.
I will always remember how much I tried to hold onto him, even after it was over.
I was with him one last time, like nothing had changed.
Then it was over and I was heartbroken and lost.
I looked for him everyday, hoping to see him driving around the neighborhood.
I wanted him back, I needed to talk to him.
I did see him once, and he met my son.
He was so kind, like nothing had changed, but it had forever.
That was the last time I was to see him.
I wish I could tell him, "I"m sorry!"
I made a mistake.
